Day 29

Dear diary

Today was started like a Saturday any other, Niklas and I had a good day in the park. We had fun eating fresh strawberries and I captured some nice photos of Niklas climbing around like a mad man in the nearby trees. He says it is part of his army training but I am not so sure, I think he was doing it to make me laugh and maybe forget that he was gone for 3 days while he was searching for the stupid rock. Well I cannot say he is stupid now as you might remember for the previous days then he found it before others and he reported the sight to both scientists and the army so now he is pretty famous in our small town. That reminds me I have forgotten to tell where I live, I live in suburb to the town Addersfield which is the the 7th biggest town in Jushuidan, my country. I was so focus on stone and my place in this work I forgot to say that the images I took was a bit weird, like the camera was broken and fixed in the same time as some of the pictures was super great while others was super bad even they should be the same quality. Anyway Niklas is calling for me so we can have hot chocolate and buns for evening snack now that there is no shooting stars to keep us company.

Good night diary.

Day 23

Dear diary

Today was both a good and a bad day. Good, the shooting stars disappeared suddenly early this morning. They have been gone since and that least to the bad. The last shooting star I heard was a massive one so it work me up and before I could even think a single thought in my head, Niklas was already up and getting dressed. I asked him what he was doing and he said that his military training told him that the way the stupid stone had sounded, he knew it would had hit the earth not far from us and he had to go search for it to be one of the first reaching it. I got mad as I had plans for us but he rather wanted to search for the rock so there you have it we had our first argument and we have not even share place for a week. I feel sad for arguing with him but I am telling you instead of him because he has not been home yet but there is still no shooting stars so I am sure it was the last one. I am glad they are gone but why did the last one of them had to land close to us. Anyway I am off to bed as I can finally sleep in peace from those rocks.

Good night diary.

Day 19

Dear diary

Today was a simple day as I did not go work because of day off. I have spending time with my mother and we had coffee. We talked about everything from Niklas and I finally living together and crazy enough she already want us to look for a new place because she does not find it big enough for us and a future child. I told her we had no plans of having kids in attempt to stop the talk but instead she just said that I had not been expected to get married either and look at how it went. I guess she is right even I did not make it seem like when we talked. Btw I have completely forgot to introduce you to my mother, well her name is Viola and she is 57 years old and working in her own flower shop so guess we have no problems getting the flowers for our wedding. She was married to my father all his life and has not married or even looked for a new one since he died in the car crash. I really hope he is in a better place now as he was really the best. Right I forgot to introduce him too. Well his name was Brian and was geologist, he gave me the turquoise stone I talked before. I miss him almost daily but I hope that by Niklas entering my home and life for good then I can be more focused on present as I am sure my father wanted that. Guess that was all for today.

Good night diary.

Day 17

Dear diary

Yes, finally, I am so happy and tired today but today we are two. I am so happy that Niklas is living in the same apartment as me even my landlord was almost changing his mind when he learned that we were not getting married before next year. Good thing my mom could talk some sense into his mind after we arrived with all the packing boxes. My apartment feels like a new place after getting all Niklas’s things inside from his buddha figure taking almost half the window to his old dinning table to he inherited from his old grandma who died a few years back. It was a hell to get inside as I do not have the sight for moving objects though doors but we did it and did not cancel the wedding over it even that my landlord laughed a lot over us. The shooting stars also seem less scary when I am with Niklas, guess I was just scared of dying and leave him alone in this world or the other way around. The scientists still have no clue about why they are here but they are working out from a theory saying that a crash between two big asteroids in the asteroid belt has hit each other and is now giving us shooting stars almost like rain. They are certain we are safe even some of the comets might reach ground.

Good night diary.

Day 13

Dear diary

Today I am so tried after working extra hours yesterday and I do not have the weekend to sleep because of the move which I cannot wait for. We have been together for 5 years now and now we can finally be together all the time. I hope we can manage as I am sure he is the dream guy for me, just do not know how it will be to live with him. Is it normal to feel nervous? I know you cannot answer but do not know who else to ask. If I ask my mom she go nuts because of the wedding, while none of my friends would understand me as they have all been living together with their men for a long time, only me who had issues with the landlord. I guess we cannot all be rich and perfect from a start. Anyway yesterday extra work has taken my energy so will call it a day and write again tomorrow.

Good night diary.

Day 11

Dear diary

I want to live forever like a white fake rose as I am so happy in my life right now. I know I have mentioned the picnic in the days before but it was just so prefect, with the weather sunny and a light breeze which turned the heat into a nice temperature. We share straw berries with chocolate and whipped cream, I hope we can do that again soon as I really has been tried from work lately. I also got an awesome letter, my landlord has decide that since we are getting married we can move in together so next weekend we will back his stuff and move them here. Then we will see what happens if we finds something better but I cannot wait to wake up in bed with Niklas by my side. Maybe all the shootings stars are bring me luck even I am still getting tried of them as people are not talking about others, even my mom who was so crazy about the weeding less than 2 weeks ago. I know there is still long time for the wedding but still I did not expect something could keep her quiet about it before after my wedding. By the way, I have decided that I want to the theme to be under the sea so instead of black suits I will prefer to have blue and my dress needs to be turquoise to fit the rock my father gave me. I also want to have sushi so we have to find a good restaurant as I want the weeding to be perfect. Wow if I did not know better I would think it was thunder but it was just a shooting star who was a bit bigger than the rest, I really hope that those scientist knows if we are in danger or not as it is getting on my nerves. I do not want to go extinct like the dinosaurs on the most happy year of my life. If a big meteor wants to destroy the earth it can wait to the day after my weeding, not a second before. Guess I need to get to my bed to sleep now or the kids will kill me tomorrow.

Good night diary.

Day 7

Dear diary

The numerous shooting stars is in the news now, sorry for starting in such a rush but since I heard it in the radio in the car on the way to home from work I knew I had to write it as I think I noticed around 12 to 15 of them too. It was a nice sight but even the scientists has no idea of where they come from as they are is nothing in the sky and we are not even close to any of our normal events with lots of shooting stars. Ahhh, thank you for arriving rain so my mind can relax as I have been going nuts the last days especially after hearing the news that the scientists. I wonder what is happening up there, Niklas on the other hand is not scared and has spend the last 3 evenings watching the shooting stars from his window and tried to count them all. I could see on his eyes doing our lunch that he had been up more than one night to look at them. Damm the rain was not alone, it has now been joined by lightnings and I pretty sure thunder will join them both soon. I hate that but guess it is better than the shooting stars as then there is a chance that Niklas won’t be so sleepy at our picnic tomorrow. Yeah I forgot to tell you that we are not living together yet as his apartment is not big enough for both of us and my landlord won’t allow me even I feel like I have plenty of room so we are looking for a bigger one for us both unless we well over a house instead. Far away to get away from the noisy town but still close enough for our jobs. Please go away thunder and lightning so I can get a good sleep too. Thanks for the text, love… you know how much I hate it. Even I can sleep long tomorrow I guess I better sleep while I can in the love rain.

Good night diary.

Day 5

Dear diary

The boring story or almost boring day to tell you today as it was just a boring Wednesday, work was normal, everybody had calmed down over that I was getting married. I heard a few of my coworker asking each other if I was pregnant too but I did not reply them as they did not ask me directly. I am not pregnant so far I know. Guess writing is good for you as I suddenly remember that today is the 3rd day in a row that I have seen shooting stars. I hope everything is alright in space as I have never seen that many, in so many days in a row, maybe it is just God who tries to bless me even more. Niklas talks about that it is normal for them to appear doing certain periods of the year, guess I want to move to the country so I can watch them everyday but we both need to be close to our work. In case you, my dear diary, are wondering what my job is then I am working in a kindergarten and I love it even my coworkers are sometimes talking behind my back. I do not care about them as I am mostly working for the kids who all loves me very much so I guess that is why they think I might be pregnant too. I wonder how long there will go before my mom will go crazy about me getting a dress for the weeding. Anyway back to the shooting stars, I just watched another one though the window as I am writing this, it was almost turquoise in the light so it most have been full of Barium, which I hope burned all up as it is a bit radioactive. Anyway bedtime now.

Good night diary.

Day 3

Dear diary diary

Today was a bit more normal even that my mom are still crazy about that I am getting married. Otherwise it was a pretty normal day. I spend my lunch together with my future husband which reminds I have completely forgot to introduce you to him, his name is Niklas Sloth and his is 3 years my senior so 30 years old. I guess I am just as confused as my mother who I spend the last two hours talking in phone with. I hope she becomes less crazy doing the time before the big day if not she will too much to handle. Of other things I watched three shooting stars tonight when I was taking out the trash and I cannot tell you what I wished for or they won’t come true but I am sure you can guess that the subject was my wedding day. Anyway I have to go to bed now as it is getting late here and I have work again tomorrow.

Good night diary.

Day 2

Dear dear diary

It is now the day after my boyfriend asked me to marry me in exactly one year starting yesterday. I was just so high afterwards that I could not focus on writing letters inside you but my plan is to write you every day until my wedding day to remind my future self of my ups and downs the year before it happen and maybe as a way to tell the story to my father in the heavens. Yeah I know it is stupid to start with something sad in my diary when it is supposed to be a happy time, but my father died a bit over 3 years ago today just right after he gave me the most beautiful turquoise jade stone and told me that it will help me grow as a person and rightly so. If you have to know he died in a car crash, I am still sad about it from time to time but the jade stone is helping me remember all the good things we have done together over the years from the snow ball fights to the fishing trips. I wish that he could have walked me down the aisle but now I have to do it on my own or maybe get my old mother to do it for me. Anyway the butterflies in my belly has finally stopped flying around like crazy, so guess it is time to sleep.

Good night diary.

Added new story

Hello Anyone

Sorry I am slow at doing anything at all with Beyond Love Existence lately but at the moment the story is getting checked by a freind to see if he find it any good. If something is bad it might change the story a bit but in the mean time I have gotten a new story idea named ‘Dear…’ it has already gotten a home her on my site so check the cover and the character page (Will add characters as they appear in the story). The story which is written like a diary, follows Liv on 27 who is getting married in a year after her boyfreind asked her, but soon their life is turned up side down. I hope I can write it more often than I am on Beyond Love Existence at the moment which I guess as I won’t need any help writing it except for some spell checking. I have also added the new cover for chapter 8, thanks David.

See you soon, thanks for following and have a nice day.