I am the alien in this world

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I walk miles on this earth
I speak languages on this earth
I breath air on this earth
I live my life on this earth

But… I do not understand
I do not understand you
I do not understand me
I do not understand anything

Are we created or born on this earth?
Are we feeling or painless on this earth?
Are we alone or together on this earth?
Are we walking or flying on this earth?

But… I do not understand
I do not understand you
I do not understand me
I do not understand anything

I speak the same as you but I do not understand
I walk the same as you but I do not understand
I eat the same as you but I do not understand
I feel the same as you but I do not understand

But… I do not understand
I do not understand you
I do not understand me
I do not understand anything

I am the alien in this world
I want to scream loudly
I am the alien in this world
I want to run away
I am the alien in this world
I want to touch you
I am the alien in this world
I want to love you
I… I… I… am the alien in a world where no one really care for anyone and only lives for money and fame
I… I… I… AM THE ALIEN IN THIS WORLD

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 20 Oktober 2021

Day 379

Dear diary

The soldiers have finally brought me to the main camp where the northern army is doing their operations. I am glad we made it there alive and even more happy for the surprise which was waiting for me there. My father, Brian, is alive and yeah, I know, I said, I am happy, but I am also sad and annoyed that he left my mom and I plus I wish my mother could have met her once more before she died. I hope he will explain the thoughts that went through his head the day before he had to leave us. He already told me that the reason he left was because he wanted to protect the weapon from falling in the wrong hands and he was not sure the military was the right ones either, which was why he gave it to me. I wonder how he could have known that the aliens would attack years after but guess it is not my headache and now I just need to prove to the army the weapon works but I lied a bit in my diary because I really don’t know how it works. I can sleep in peace that I finally am free of the aliens and that I am not alone in the world anymore.

Goodnight

Day 373

Dear diary

I am so happy today because real men found my buried diary, and they deemed my knowledge and weapon important for humans, so they saved me. They translated my code in the diary and decided it was important to save me and the weapon. The aliens almost allowed me to leave with no death on either side. I guess they also want peace sometimes. I am so happy to be breathing free air, hear real human voices and do anything I please without worrying about who would stop me. The soldiers tell me they are from the northern army, which is a few days away from here, and they are only a scout group. I know that you, my dear diary, have missed me, but I am so tired after being social around real people. I will sleep now and then tell you more soon.

Goodnight

Dear reckoning news

Hello Anyone

I am not finished writing down the new idea of Dear reckoning but I am far enough with the idea to start write chapters, so starting tomorrow unless I am super tried from my long work day I will start. I cannot wait to get it written so I can publish it on Apple Books too. I have also change the number of days because I wanted it to keep a bit of the style from book 1, so the numbers are still prime numbers like last one but no secret page this time. I hope you will enjoy

See you soon, thanks for following and have a nice day.

Dear reckoning and Beyond love existence news

Hello Anyone

Well today I have 2 news for you:

  1. I am restarting Dear reconing so now only the days are decided and I am hoping to start it again before this week is over so I can get some words out of my head and down on paper so it does not stay stuck in there lol
  2. The same thing can be said about Beyond love existence but this time it wont have dragons or sword of gods inside it but still taking place in somethging like middle age China or something. But fear not the idea with dragons and so on will not be forgotten, I will just write another story for that but not sure of any details about that yet. I do not know when the new story or Beyond love existence will get written but expect some time after Dear Reconing

I will now remove the old Dear reconing so they do not confuse here. They will still be on post page but not inside the page for it and they will get added _old to their name.

See you soon, thanks for following and have a nice day.