Day 577

Dear diary

This morning I woke up to a loud noise and I hoped it was the aliens attacking again, giving us another chance to escape as Dan is getting better by the day we are here as the amount of food is helping battling whatever sickness he had. Anyway the noise was instead 3 helicopters full of new mercenaries plus their hires who quickly have started to check out the women in more than one way. Yes I can hear them scream in pain when the men do unspeakable things to them and the guns shots that silence them. I wish I had the rock or a gun so I could kill some of them. Dan tell me to clam down because there is nothing I can do about it but my mind is full of crazy thoughts and I wish I could end it all soon, good thing there are plenty of women in the camp so there are a small risk that they get to me anytime soon. I wish I could fly the helicopter and take Dan with me, but I can’t plus I have no clue about how they have avoided getting shot down by the aliens space ships. I wonder if they have a deal with them too. Of good news then Dan is more or less back to his formers self so I can get a bit more of my dinner again.

Goodnight

Day 571

Dear diary

I am sorry that my heart is full of joy but today the aliens came and attacked the came as I expected would happen after the beautiful meteor shower 2 nights ago. It seem like the mercenaries was not ready for the aliens as I guess 5 of them died including the guard at Dan and I’s cages. I would have tried to escape if I was alone but the strength of Dan is pretty low at the moment, I think he might be sick, so I decided to stay behind with him. I hope that the next time we get a chance to run, Dan is better and everything else works out. Maybe it will happen sooner than later as I heard a few of the mercenaries talk about how they wanted twice the pay from those who hired them without talking about who hired them. The reason I am sorry that my heart is full of joy is because some of the women in other cases was killed doing the attack and even that I am bit annoyed on my fellow humans at the moment then I did not want innocent people to die but at least that might help on the amount of food we get as less mouths to feed. If Dan still not get more food than he has been getting so far I will start give him even more of mine as if he dies I have no reason to live as I worry my father is capture in another camp or worse dead as why else has he not found me yet. I am tired of people with power as they do not care of normal people. Anyway guess I will go to bed before my mood ruins my sleep.

Goodnight

Day 569

Dear diary

Every heard of the expression “the enemy of my enemy is my friend”? No, well it is an ancient proverb which suggests that two groups can or should work together against a common enemy. I am wondering if that will happen soon as right now the sky is full of a beautiful meteor shower and the way the mercenaries is reacting then I do not think they know what it means. I really hope they do not as then we might have a chance to escape when the aliens attacks if the mess they make is big enough. Of course I know that it also leaves a chance for us to die in the fight but guess it does not matter anymore. In case you are wondering why I am not making any freinds with the other women here then it is because for some reason our cases are place in groups of when we was caught so only me and Dan is close to each other and then I would say there is 10 metres or so to the next group of case and we have no chance to talk to each other because of the guards so I am all alone in the world with Dan.

Goodnight

Day 563

Dear diary

Today I am writing with tears in my eyes over today events. A researcher from the research centre was somehow alive and was found by the mercenaries. Even from a distance I could see in her eyes that she recognized me and that if things had gone differently she would maybe have revealed the secret about me and maybe Dan too depending on how much she knew as the days after the main attack on the centre is a bit blurry for me. Not sure why, maybe the amount of food is getting to low as I am still sharing my food with Dan. Anyway the woman tried to escape the mercenaries and guess they was in a bit bad mood as instead of chasing her again they just her down like an animal doing hunt before yelling to us in cases that if some one tries to run, they will get shot and not recaptured. It made me want to escape even more, if only we could get to the rocks back at the camp we would be free. Dan managed to stop me for tonight so guess I will just seat her blame the human world for not helping each other when needed instead of still forming forces against each other. I wish I had been more than a kindergarten teacher in my now old life so I could have helped those in need and maybe have given us a better chance against the aliens

Goodnight

Dear reckoning news 28/11

Hello Anyone

I am feeling amazing at this moment as I have now reached 29 chapters out of 58 which might not sound like a lot but that is actually more than half of the book. I will try to spread out my publishing more out for the next chapters but sometimes I have just been too busy doing the week to be able to get any writing done before Sunday and because I have a goal for each week I do not want to publish less than the goal just because I only had one day to write it. I hope you are enjoying the chapters anyway.

See you soon, thanks for following and have a nice day.

Day 557

Dear diary

I wish I could write more but guess once life get boring when you are locked up in a case with no chance of getting out and that the only thing which are changing is the number of woman and the amount of food Dan is getting. I overheard the two guards talking about getting paid and one of them could not wait for the money to arrive so he could use the money even that the aliens made it a bit hard to use them one day. He hoped that the payers have a great idea to make guns and things like that out of the rocks. Hang in there Dan, I will try to get us out soon

Goodnight

Day 547

Dear diary

I wonder who the mercenaries is looking for as they keep bring more and more woman to the camp and they look like similar to me. I also wonder where they keep finding these woman as even we was many woman in the research centre they are all dead now, only me and Dan survived. Speaking of surviving then Dan is getting less and less food because of the growth in numbers of women that the mercenaries has to feed even that they seem like they have having plenty of resources. It makes me wish that we was able to use the rocks to get out of here or at least bring more food for Dan. I know that you are wondering why we are not but you know we do not have any powers over them and we did not have any in the first place after we learned the soldiers was not our soldiers. I give Dan some of my food doing the night as that has not gone done even with the extra women. I do it at night because I do not want them to think we are more than friends as after all Dan is just a man. On the positive side then we have not been attacked by the aliens since we got to getting with the mercenaries even they are not in our team.

Goodnight

Day 541

Dear diary

I do not know where to begin as it has been 14 crazy days and I am not sure what I can or cannot write in this diary as Dan and I have been captured by soldiers which I guess answers your question of how it happened. In case you are not the best at reading between the lines then we watched some soldiers arrive at our centre 14 days ago and because we had not seen any soldiers for a long time we expected it was the army which had finally learned about our fate but of course it was not them but mercenaries who had been hired by another country to find rocks and people who can use them. Luckily Dan and I cannot find out how to use them but they still keep us captured for some reason. Guess it is better than being alone against the aliens. They have been feeding me but because the person they search for is a woman Dan has not been giving nearly enough but they have been so kind to give me my diary back so I can continue the story. I am not sure they understand my language or writing.

Goodnight

Day 523

Dear diary

I do not want to live anymore and I do not want to write much today as we had a major attack yesterday. The aliens came and took the lives of the remain people that me and Dan tried to protect. The last person who was here alive other than us has just taken her last breath so I am writing this with tears in my eyes and many more who has already run down my checks with mixed feelings of lost hope and anger on the army not coming to help us. If I get out of this alive I am going to blame my father for everything as he knew at least that I was here.

Goodnight

Day 521

Dear diary

Today I have good and bad news. The good news is that Dan has learned how to use the rock like me so now we are two who can use the rocks so now we are the defenders against the aliens but since we are humans we cannot stay awake 100% and I think the aliens knows this as they are trying to attack us when we are asleep. So we are slowly losing more and more people even that we have decide to make a bass in the old research centre. They are working hard to connect to the army as we still have not seen or heard from them. I wonder why my father is not worried for me as at least he knows he should have been heard form me by now or maybe even have seen me if the bosses was talking about sending me back to the base. That was the bad news. I also wonder how they get reach us when we are using every gun to defend the few openings but guess I need to focus on sleeping now instead of that.

Goodnight

Day 509

Dear diary

Today the aliens attacked again and we have not heard for the army. We are talking about getting help from them but most of the survivors they are either scared, don’t know where the army is or both. There are still meetings about it and the only reason I am able to write in my diary right now is that I am taking care of the injured people who is sleeping at the moment. I do not know what the future brings but I hope we are soon together with the army. I wonder why they are not here yet as it is now the evening on the six day since the first attack. I hope we get help soon. I have to help so no more writing today

Goodnight

Day 503

Dear diary

If I live thought this then I will never complain about my life again. My hands is still shaking and I do not know what to do, but at least I am alive and so is Dan plus a lot of the researchers. Sorry my mind is just as shaking as my hands plus my belly hurts leave not much focus for the diary today. We was attacked by aliens, and I have no clue how they found us but they did and they hurt us bad. I managed to fight off a few of them with my rock power which for some reason worked, maybe it only works when the user is under pressure like rocks which makes sense if you look at the aliens. Dan is calling for me and because I was a kindergarten teacher before the world was turned upside down and they need my skills in health care.

Goodnight

Day 499

Dear diary

I am not in mood to write today but guess my mood will get better if I do so here goes nothing. The reason I am down today is that the chef of my father and the boss of Dan has decide that I will get sent back to the camp because they fear that humans will attack us because they have me and the research centre is not an army so they cannot protect us and the army is busy being an army so the only way to save me and the rest of research centre is to send me back to the army. I hope they can figure out how to use the rocks I found doing the past 4 ground expeditions. If you think I am done the bad things then I am not as my father was hurt doing the last attack from the Rockys, he will live so of course I want to be with him to help him get back to his best but that means I will have to leave Dan as for some reason his boss won’t allow him to leave even that his is mainly researching me and not the stupid rocks. I wish those rocks and Rockys had stayed in space and leaved our tiny earth alone. But then again I would not have meet Dan if they had not arrived and not sure if I just miss human touch or if it is true but in some ways he is better than Niklas. I wish the bosses would allow me to decide my own life for a change.

Goodnight

Day 491

Dear diary

Today was a good day as I have gotten some fresh air on the ground as yes I got permission to join the ground crew to search for some more rocks but Dan was not allowed to join today. As this is the second day in a row on the ground I can say that the fresh air really has helped my mind as I did not have any nightmares last night. The search for rocks also went well even we did not find anyone but at least we did not get attacked by the aliens or Rockys that I leaned that the other researchers call them because their arrival in shooting stars also known as meteorite and their rock looking skin when they do not look human. We did not get attacked by other humans as well. Someone is calling my name now so I will take a break to find it what is happening then I plan to be back here. I know you are just a diary but without Dan or my father then you are almost my only friend so it feels weird to just leave you.

I am back now and I just watched 30-50 shooting stars in different colors and I need to hurry packing as we are trying to reach the research centre without getting notice as who knows where the aliens landed.

Goodnight

Day 487

Dear diary

Today I will be a short one as my mind is hurt and tired now. I am a begging God to stop me from having nightmares another night. Dan is trying to help me the best he can be even he is not making my mood as great as he did before. I am not sure what is happening inside my head but got some painkillers and some sleeping pills which I took an half hour ago and I am yawning like an alcoholic unable to stop drinking so will cut off now

Goodnight

Day 479

Dear diary

Today we have given up on the testing of me and the rock so we asked Dan’s boss permission to leave the research centre to look for more rocks or rather that is what we are telling them. In reality we are just trying to escape the centre for a while so I can get some fresh air and we can get some time alone. We got permission to go alone as we told them it would perhaps be best to be alone up there instead of sending an entire army up there. Dan have been training to use a rifle and I got permission to talk the rock with me as I pretended that it I needed for the mission to be succeeded. I feel bad for lying to them but they was the ones who talks about sending me back to my father without Dan or the rock. I hope we find something to give them and to make my stay longer as I know I did not want to stay at first but now I will not leave without Dan. Anyway need to pack and sleep as I am sure I need it for tomorrow.

Goodnight

Day 467

Dear diary

Life is a mix of good and bad thingsā€¦ I am not sure if there is any meanings in them other that get the most out of them like today. I am have been doing the best to figure out the rocks together with Dan and today we got called for a meeting with the high command or what to call them when they are all researchers of some kind or so I think. Anyway the meeting was about that they was worried about being attacked by other humans because of me and the rock. I understand that but they wanted Dan to stay her because he was not an army man and because that they would still keep the rock here, and only sending me back because they felt it would be an amazing way to trick the enemies. I was so mad that I almost threw the chair I was sitting on against them but Dan managed to calm me down and made us come out from the meeting without an escort or what else the so called high command. He tried everything to calm me down when we returned to his sleeping quarters but I feel like they are using me like some weapon and not the human that I am. Yes we are not sleeping together yet even things are going well between us plus I am not sure high command would like a woman and man to sleep together as most people are sleeping different quarters depending on what sex they are. Back to what Dan did to make quiet in the end, he kissed me and now I am flying to the moon and back as he is a great kisser and I did not have a bad taste in my mouth doing it because of Niklas. Now I can sleep in peace.

Goodnight

Day 463

Dear diary

Two days and no new progress of the rock and sounds like we need to work harder finding out what is making the rock work as my father has been injured by attacks and no I am not talking about the aliens but other humans who keep trying to get their hands on the rocks. I guess the enemy did not know that my father was the one who found the first and only rock so far because why else would they try to hurt and kill him unless they know that I am here. Normally I would not think those thought but my father told me that he had to stop sending massages to me for a while on orders from his chef. I guess I can manage now that I have Dan but still depressing to hear about other humans not helping humans but instead make the aliens job more easy. I was so pissed when I read the message about the attack that I think I scared Dan even that he does not seem like one who can be scared easily. I completely forgot to tell you that the electrodes is a funny felling to be wearing and because they need to sure that they are not disrupted I am doing the rock analyse only wearing underwear and thin t-shirt. I am sure that Dan enjoy the sight but we had to talk about that I had lost a baby before I even wanted to get so naked in front of him and the others. Anyway it is getting late.

Goodnight

Day 461

Dear diary

It feels good to feel love once more but still hard to kiss a person who is not Niklas, thankfully is Dan respecting me and is not forcing me to do anything I won’t do. Maybe he has lost a wife too to the aliens, I do not know, have not asked much about his life before the aliens but I know that he has a brother in the army and that his parents died long before the aliens arrived. I am so happy that the bond between us is just growing day by day. Another great news is that I made the rock fire a beam for 10 seconds or so. I am not sure of how I managed to firing so tomorrow we will start having some electrodes on my body while trying again as until now we thought the rock power was something I did like making it warm or similar but now we guess it is a feeling. Now I will go over and have some time with Dan before bedtime.

Goodnight

Day 457

Dear diary

Today was my first day not being tested from top to bottom as I got permission to join a group of me, Dan and a few others to go to the surface and see if we could find some rocks as there had been shooting stars sights and we hope some of them gave the rocks we need even that we still have not found out how to use them yet but I guess more rock gives me a bit more free time. The boss of the research centre together with my father’s chef is getting a bit annoyed every time that we still have not fired the rock yet. They even talk about it might be fake or that I am an imposter. I know it works and I am not an imposter beside if I was then I would blame my father as he was the one giving me the rock and he was the one getting blamed from being a mole. All this non-sense makes me having a great idea for how to test it tomorrow but I before I know if it works or not I will keep it a secret from you, my dear diary, but I can tell you another secret I have been unsure if my feelings for Dan was because I missed the feeling of someone who cared for me together with the loss of Niklas or if it was true love and I have decide to ask Dan for his feeling tomorrow, right after the tests.

Goodnight