Day 431

Dear diary

I have now been at this centre for almost 14 days and people still look at me like I am some kind of alien. I wonder if they are like this against all new people, it makes me miss the base even it was not secure anymore after they noticed the mole who told another army about my power and instead of helping us against the aliens they just opened fire against us like we were aliens. Not even aliens can make humans at peace with other humans. I am so tired after all the stupid testing which failed yet again. The others blame me and try to pressure me by saying we can end the war and trust me I am do not want this war more than the next person but at least I care for all people compared to some people. The day has been so stressful with the tests that I am so sleepy now.

Goodnight

Day 421

Dear diary

Guess the past days have show me that almost dying is not the worst thing in life as my body is broken from the bad sleep that I have gotten in the truck, my mind is full of unending good byes to my father that I could not get permission to do and my eyes is hurting from the tears. My voice is gone as well for the time I tried to make the soldiers taking me back. But even all that I can still feel all the eyes from the strangers who were looking at me when I arrived at the research centre. I wanted to yell of them but my voice gone as I told you just before and I am not sure that would have helped my case of explaining them I was human like them. At least the bed I have gotten is more soft that what else I have been sleeping on in the past and no one tried to take away my rock even I overheard them saying it might be more important than me. Guess I will rest now so I can return to a more normal life tomorrow or at least I hope so. I hope my father is alive.

Goodnight

Day 419

Dear diary

I am seating in a truck full of soldier with tears in my eyes as I am writing this. I thought I was going to stay but less than an hour ago while I was showering the chef of the army knocked and told me to be ready to go in a hour. I did as told as he promised me that I would get time to say bye to my father but when the time was gone two soldiers just entered my room, took my stuff before a third came and took me hard. I only luckily managed to grasp my diary so I could write more events down. I told the chef when they pull me out that this was no way of treat their most powerful weapon against the aliens and he looked at me before telling he was worried that my father was the mole who had told the other army about me and that he had to send me away now because he cared for me and wanted no one to know of the operation. I am not saying he is lying but I know my father is no mole. Maybe the chef is the mole.

Goodnight

Day 409

Dear diary

Today’s diary will be a rant and not a good one as it reminded me of the dark nature of humans and sorry for the stupid question but if this diary do not make aware that we are at war with aliens then I will give you a small recap. Shooting stars appeared, rocks appeared, aliens attacked and destroyed my town and I guess most of the world, I lost Niklas and my mother. The aliens and the rocks are still appearing and today we thought another enemy but this one we knew as the enemy was human. Yes I repeat, the new enemy was human and they wanted to destroy us because they had learned from a spy or mole that I was a weapon. They only stopped when they got the eye of me and my rock which sent the running scared but I cannot save the world if humans cannot work together at the aliens. My father is so pissed as the attack came just at chef gave me permission to stay there so now they are back at talking about the future once more.

Goodnight

Day 401

Dear diary

Well I guess I found out why my father was angry at me. It was not because that he was scared for me, he was scared what would happen to me now as since I fired the rock he has been at meeting after meeting after meeting with the chef of army and what I have learned they are talking about sending me away to a secret research center to find out what makes the rock tick. I am a bit confused about it all as when the aliens attack the first time he could not wait for them to attack again for them to be destroyed by the rock. I guess he just do not want to lose me again and the battle was clouding his mind. Which reminds me that I have forgot to tell you the last days that the soldier have started treating me like one of their own and I have gotten a few friends that way. They all ask me how I used the rock and if I will use it again next time. I hope the chef and whoever decides thing allows me to stay here as I really find myself at home again even I know it is not a real home plus I cannot let down my new friends. My father and the chef is still arguing about my fate at this hour, I am glad the aliens has not tried to attack us as I am not sure if the chef is focused enough on that possibility.

Goodnight

Day 397

Dear diary

I am a little speechless today as last night I did not have any nightmares about Niklas, my father or anything so it was a quiet peaceful night for me and I really enjoyed it until I was awaken by the aliens attacking the base. The shooting practice my father have given me, really helped me feel safe as I helped firing a few rounds at the aliens which was not scary at all until the gun jammed for me. An alien came up close and I am sure I would have been dead now if the rock my father gave me had not glowed in its turquoise color and fired a beam though the brain of the alien. The beam even made the other aliens run in fear when I got stand afterwards. I am glad to be alive and glad to help even that my father was not pleased by me joining the army even that the rock saved me and maybe other soldiers. Guess that is what happens when you are his daughter compared to a normal soldier. Anyway I guess I will sleep now as even last night was nightmare free I am still a bit low on energy after so many days with nightmares in a row

Goodnight