Day 5

Dear diary

The boring story or almost boring day to tell you today as it was just a boring Wednesday, work was normal, everybody had calmed down over that I was getting married. I heard a few of my coworker asking each other if I was pregnant too but I did not reply them as they did not ask me directly. I am not pregnant so far I know. Guess writing is good for you as I suddenly remember that today is the 3rd day in a row that I have seen shooting stars. I hope everything is alright in space as I have never seen that many, in so many days in a row, maybe it is just God who tries to bless me even more. Niklas talks about that it is normal for them to appear doing certain periods of the year, guess I want to move to the country so I can watch them everyday but we both need to be close to our work. In case you, my dear diary, are wondering what my job is then I am working in a kindergarten and I love it even my coworkers are sometimes talking behind my back. I do not care about them as I am mostly working for the kids who all loves me very much so I guess that is why they think I might be pregnant too. I wonder how long there will go before my mom will go crazy about me getting a dress for the weeding. Anyway back to the shooting stars, I just watched another one though the window as I am writing this, it was almost turquoise in the light so it most have been full of Barium, which I hope burned all up as it is a bit radioactive. Anyway bedtime now.

Good night diary.

Day 3

Dear diary diary

Today was a bit more normal even that my mom are still crazy about that I am getting married. Otherwise it was a pretty normal day. I spend my lunch together with my future husband which reminds I have completely forgot to introduce you to him, his name is Niklas Sloth and his is 3 years my senior so 30 years old. I guess I am just as confused as my mother who I spend the last two hours talking in phone with. I hope she becomes less crazy doing the time before the big day if not she will too much to handle. Of other things I watched three shooting stars tonight when I was taking out the trash and I cannot tell you what I wished for or they won’t come true but I am sure you can guess that the subject was my wedding day. Anyway I have to go to bed now as it is getting late here and I have work again tomorrow.

Good night diary.

Day 2

Dear dear diary

It is now the day after my boyfriend asked me to marry me in exactly one year starting yesterday. I was just so high afterwards that I could not focus on writing letters inside you but my plan is to write you every day until my wedding day to remind my future self of my ups and downs the year before it happen and maybe as a way to tell the story to my father in the heavens. Yeah I know it is stupid to start with something sad in my diary when it is supposed to be a happy time, but my father died a bit over 3 years ago today just right after he gave me the most beautiful turquoise jade stone and told me that it will help me grow as a person and rightly so. If you have to know he died in a car crash, I am still sad about it from time to time but the jade stone is helping me remember all the good things we have done together over the years from the snow ball fights to the fishing trips. I wish that he could have walked me down the aisle but now I have to do it on my own or maybe get my old mother to do it for me. Anyway the butterflies in my belly has finally stopped flying around like crazy, so guess it is time to sleep.

Good night diary.

Added new story

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Sorry I am slow at doing anything at all with Beyond Love Existence lately but at the moment the story is getting checked by a freind to see if he find it any good. If something is bad it might change the story a bit but in the mean time I have gotten a new story idea named ‘Dear…’ it has already gotten a home her on my site so check the cover and the character page (Will add characters as they appear in the story). The story which is written like a diary, follows Liv on 27 who is getting married in a year after her boyfreind asked her, but soon their life is turned up side down. I hope I can write it more often than I am on Beyond Love Existence at the moment which I guess as I won’t need any help writing it except for some spell checking. I have also added the new cover for chapter 8, thanks David.

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Life

I
I was
I was born
I was born in
I was born in the
I was born in the wrong
I was born in the wrong year
I was born in the wrong
I was born in the
I was born in
I was born in the
I was born in the wrong
I was born in the wrong place
I was born in the wrong
I was born in the
I was born in
I was born
I was
I

But I am still here

I
I am
I am not
I am not at
I am not at home
I am not at home now
I am not at home now or
I am not at home now or ever
I am not at home now or
I am not at home now
I am not at home
I am not at
I am not at home
I am not at home or
I am not at home or alive
I am not at home or alive now
I am not at home or alive
I am not at home or
I am not at home
I am not at
I am not
I am
I

But I am still here

I
I am
I am not
I am not in
I am not in peace
I am not in
I am not in peace
I am not in peace or
I am not in peace or in
I am not in peace or in love
I am not in peace or in
I am not in peace or
I am not in peace
I am not in
I am not
I am
I

But I am still here

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 27 February 2021

Names + correction

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I forgot to publish here that yesterday I got the names for all my characters in my story so once and for all thanks a lot Claire. In the past week I have done my best to spell check things and since I got the names I am only missing all my chapter ideas which also needed a story clean up, full chapters and the timeline. I hope to have finshed them all before monday where I plan to start writing again, which makes me so happy.

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Last week

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Last week I hit some writing block so could not write any parts for you but managed to finish writing down my idea so now that is done. I have 70 chapters in total. My plan for this week is to spell check and make sure that all info about my story makes sense while loking good too. Maybe I will post a part or two too but not sure yet

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Chapter 4 – Emperor’s palace – Part 8

000004 tried to speak but it was 000005 who said something first “These men, want to use hypnoise on you to learn who attacked Shinobe while I want you to rest and get better first as I do not find it important if the enemy attacks us soon anyway” the answer made 000001 look at the all with big eyes as she did not expect their argument and even less why was it the crown prince who protected her and not 000005. She took a deep breath while she made up her mind and replied. “Ok, but please let me have some breakfast first” the men nodded all and all left the room except for 000005 who sat himself in the chair and looked at her with playful eyes which made 000001 flush deeply. Before any of them could say anything the servant that 000001 had called to bring her some food had arrived and it was chicken and noodles as she had ordered. She wanted to say thank you to the servant but he had already left the room so she decide to start eating again. “Why did you let those old fouls use hypnosis on you when you are still broke? And it will not change a single thing in the events that will happen” 000005 asked and 000001 quickly stopped eating and replied “Well, my mother gave me this mission to bring the news to the emperor and” “I do not care what mission your mother gave you, she would not have asked you if she knew you would be in pain now” broke 000005 clearly annoyed with the answer she had given before he quickly turned glad again and before 000001 could say anything he continued “Sorry, I just do not want you to die as there is always a chance that your body forget what have happen to it doing a hypnosis so you could die doing the séance” 000001 face turned even more red and tried to use the warm noodles as cover before she replied “Like I was trying to say before you broke in, my mom gave me this mission and maybe the hypnosis helps me stop feeling the events was my faults as if I had just been at home the entire time, my mom would have time to ride with me instead of sending out the servants to look for me” a tear ran down her cheek but she quickly removed it before eating some more and soon the chicken was all gone. 000005 did not know what to reply as he respected her reasons and her bravery but why was he caring so much for a woman, he has not meet or seen before even her father was the most trusted general of his father’s army. 000001 used the silence to finished the food and just as she had finished the last bite the emperor and 000004 entered the room like they had been called. “Are you ready now?” 000004 said calmly while he looked at both 000001 and 000005. 000001 did not answer with words as she just nodded and 000004 walked to the bed while he spoke “Seat up against the wall with your legs straight and your arms following your back into the bed while slowly clearing your mind for everything that has happened, both good and bad”

Chapter 4 – Emperor’s palace – Part 7

It was a nice morning as 000001 opened her eyes. The sun was up in the horizon while a bird had landed in her window and started to sing for her. She wanted to get out of bed but the pain from her injuries stopped her movements so instead she decided to enjoy the singing from the birth. Just as the bird started to sing most beautifully noises on the hall outside her room broke the silence and the little bird flew away as fast as it could. A knocking was heard but before 000001 had a chance to answer, the door opened and 3 men entered the room while having a major argument “I am not letting your torture this young lady, after all she had been to” 000005 yelled loudly against 000004 and another man who she did not recognise at first but the golden clothes made her quickly know that it was the emperor. She tried to seat up so she could bow a bit to the emperor but the emperor noticed and replied her instead of his son. “No need to bow for me, my child as your father was a great general and warrior for me so at you are the one bring me this sad news is unbearable” 000001 tried to smile but the joy was short as 000004 did not waste the time and replied to 000005 “You have no idea about anything, you are a child like her but sometimes you need to do what is needed of you even that it might hurt” 000004 yelled which shocked 000001 as even that they had only been together for a short while she did not expect him to be like this but the sweet voice from the emperor had given her enough strength and before 000005 could defend her she broke in “Why not ask the broken person about it whatever is on your minds instead of talk about something like she is not in the room” the men look surprised at each other and became all silenced. Breaths revealed that they was still alive and angry but it was still 000001 who broke the silence. “I would like to have some noodles and some chicken” 000001 said and 000005 turned around and nodded to a servant who quickly started running after the food. “Well, my lords… we have some time while the servant is bring me the food so is there anyone calm enough to tell me what is going on and what is in such rush” 000001 continued and the men looked at each other and at her as they did not expect her like this.

Chapter 4 – Emperor’s palace – Part 6

“You are finally awake” the young man said even that 000001 tried to hide that she was awake. She stretched her body toot the pain stopped her before she could complete it. There was silence between them for a while as they looked into each other and neither of them knew what to say. “Where…?” Managed 000001 to say before the young man broke in. “You are in the emperor’s palace and forgive my manners but I am crown prince 000005…. I was the guy who landed on you, and I am sorry for the pain I gave you” 000005 said low while 000001 smiled a bit. 000001 wanted to reply him but her belly took the words out of her mouth and 000005 started laughing before quickly yelled loudly “Servants, bring food now” and before 000001 could say thanks or anything else 3 servants entered the room and started to serve food. 000001 could not believed all the food and started eating quickly as she was hunger after the trip there, she had not been eating since the evening 2 days ago. 000005 smiled and joined her eating while sending out the servants out again so they was alone again. “So what brings you here? 000004 has not spoke a word to me and just left the room with my father after you was place here” 000005 asked while trying to sound friendly and curious on the same time. 000001 smiled before taking another a big bite of the turkey leg she had gotten her hands in. She swallowed the food quickly and slowly started to the story about that she woke up expecting to meet her father after his months training with the men from Shinobe. But instead the town had been attacked by strangers and her mother had sent her away on the family horse, with only a sword and the family medallion. She stopped to eat some more before she showed the medallion before continuing the story. She had gotten to the forest but the bad weather had hidden a low hanging branch which she had hit with such force that it had killed the horse and leaved her very injuries but luckily she had reached 000004 who saved her from the soldiers following her. Later they traveled here she explained as she did not want to tell the crown prince about she had killed soldiers because she feared it would maybe scare him. Then they meet each other on top each other as 000001 had heard 000005 arguing with the guards and she had wanted to give him the family medallion. 000005 took a grip in it and enjoyed the sight of it for a while before letting go again. “I am sorry for your loses but It is a nice medallion you have” 000005 with sorrow in his voice. The plates had turned empty doing the story and it was time for bed again. “Good night, my lady” 000005 said before continuing “Just yell if you need me or a servant as I am sleeping in the room next door” 0000001 smiled and replied “Good night, my lord” and 000005 left the room. 000001 could feel the thoughts of her parents arrive in her mind once more but compared to before there was now a small light there too, the thoughts about crown prince 000005 and the thought of him made she fall asleep fast.

Recreating story page part 2

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Today I finished added all the ideas of my chapters and added all the covers I for the chapters. It toook longer than expected as it was lot of chapter ideas I had on one page which had to gets it own page with everything. So no part today either but managed to come up with 6 more chapter ideas so added them instead.

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New design of story page

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Today I have updated the design of story page so you have all the chapters and ideas together in a nice overview. Then you can click them to read the progress I have made so far and watch the cover that my freind has made for it. I know it might be wierd to have chapter cover for the idea but my mind is sometimes changing a lot of things in story so I hope this can make me focus on the story more instead of the neverending change of story. I am not done but will do more tomorrow where I hope to be back with new part. I am also having other design plans but will wait to they are more ready.

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Chapter 4 – Emperor’s palace – Part 5

000001 opened her eyes while her mouth wanted to scream of pain but no voice appeared and her eyes closed too fast for her mind to have any idea of what or where she was. She took deep breath and started to lead her mind against the events that had leading up to her blackout but before the first word managed to appear in her mind, she felt something heavy on her legs which grew into fear and she opened her mouth again but again no voice appeared. She focused on her breath for a while as she tried to let the mind flow again without any fear. “I am not dead, and I am laying down warm and soft, so whoever had caught me, has brought me somewhere nice” she managed to think before a snoring sounded told her that she was not alone. She tried to open her eyes slowly and this time she managed to see she was in some bedroom and that a windows told her that it was already night again. She looked around and focused on the most handsome man, she had ever seen laying with his head on her legs, making her smile as she now knew what was wrong with her legs. Suddenly she was caught by fear as she remembered that she had dropped the medallion out in the mud when she were falling of the horse, the thought made it impossible for her to breath and she felt the air leaving her body and she tried to get air into her lungs by forcing her arms on her chest. The pain in her wounds made it worse before she finally felt some metallic in her hands. “The medallion” she thought loud so it flew out of her mouth and the peaceful man who had slept on her legs started to stretch his arms.

Today was great day

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Well it started bad as I was sick with headache and puke fellings so did not go to work, but will tomorrow. But on my novel I have managed to get to chapter 46 in ideas but could have reach 51 if my mind could focus my fingers for more. I have made updates to old chapter as I noticed a mistake I have made which is fixed now, have updated the religion page as the dragons became masters of some more which is need for the continued story and lastly I manged to do around 700 words. So a great day even I was sick at first.

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Chapter 4 – Emperor’s palace – Part 4

000001 looked up against the sky and felt the rain drop hit her face while the argument between the two men carried on. Suddenly the guard had gotten enough of the yelling from 000004 and for the first time, he yelled back. “My patience with you are goners get lost old foul or I make sure you have a public execution to look forward too” and before 000001 could hear a reply from 000004 a splash was heard. 000001 returned her focus to the men and now 000004 was seating in a pool of water but her mind was already somewhere else suddenly she remembered a way for them to get in. Her family medallion that her mother had given her before sending her away. “000004” she yelled but the pain made it impossible for her to yell loudly and 000004 was still too focused on the guard even the warning about a public execution. She tried to seat up instead and with much pain she managed to get up and she quickly started searching for the medallion as she could feel that the guard was not having much patience left. Suddenly she felt it around her neck, the pain frothier injuries had cover it and she tried to yell again but her voice did not even reach her lips this time so instead she tried to get off the horse. Normally a servant would hold the horse when shows getting off a horse back home but here was no help to get so she had to do it all by herself. “Keep calm” 000001 said to herself and the horse as she turned her back away from the horse when a clicking sound appeared. At first was 000001 confused about what was going on and made the sound in the first place but just as it disappeared she noticed that her medallion had caught the harness and her attempt of getting of the horse had broken the chain and now the medallion was on the way to the ground. Without thinking she reach out for it and she almost caught it before the pain in her body grew so big that she force herself back but it was too late as the horse started to rear without warning making she lost every last control of her body. She felt the pain disappear while she flew into the air but the pain returned tenfold as she landed on the ground with a big splash. “Arrhhhhhhhhh” She scream of pain which made both the guard and 000004 focus on her but before they could do anything other than look, another horse started to rear, which made the owner fall off too even that he had been having more control than 000001 had before her episode. 000001 scream again as the man landed on top of her, but quickly silence as the pain became too much for her body and she fainted. The guard and 000004 ran over to the accident to make sure that all was good when they notice that the owner was none other the crown prince 000005. He stood up and was about to yell at 000004 and the fainted 000001 when he noticed how beautiful she was. “Get her inside and treat her injuries” he yelled as blood started to mix with the muddy water. A few guards came running and took her while 000004 calmed the horses before his eye caught something shining on the gourd and notice it was the medallion, making him understand what had happened. He picked it up and was almost hitting crown prince 000005 on the way back up. “I am sorry for the mess, my lord” 000004 said as he noticed the crown prince just watched him. “It is ok, I know who you are, 000004, please let us follow the guards to the palace then you can talk to my father like old times” 000004 smiled and nodded as he was in no mood to explain the crown prince why they was there in the middle of the street.