Day 487

Dear diary

Today I will be a short one as my mind is hurt and tired now. I am a begging God to stop me from having nightmares another night. Dan is trying to help me the best he can be even he is not making my mood as great as he did before. I am not sure what is happening inside my head but got some painkillers and some sleeping pills which I took an half hour ago and I am yawning like an alcoholic unable to stop drinking so will cut off now