Poems

Body

My heart beats
My mind thinks
My lung breath
My smile grows
My soul lives

I don’t feel home
I don’t feel sad
I don’t feel joy
I don’t feel alone

My heart is slow
My mind is empty
My lung is suffocating
My smile is fainting
My soul is leaving

I don’t feel home
I don’t feel sad
I don’t feel joy
I don’t feel alone

My heart were loving
My mind were full
My lung were whole
My smile were yours
My soul were caring

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 2 June 2020

Poems

Soul

My soul is like a ghost in my body

My soul is free as the wind

My soul is wild as the sea

My soul is passion like the fire

My soul is firm like the earth

My soul is everything about me

My soul is nothing to you

My soul is following me throughout my life

My soul is my world

My soul is running through my veins

My soul is my beating heart

My soul is in my mind

And my mind tries to control my soul

But you don’t control the wind, the sea, the fire or the earth

So give up and let your life unfold

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 10 May 2020

Novel

The darkness

Cover by David Aragon

Year 2746 day 263

The world economy has crashed and there are only two classes of people, the super rich and powerful people in one end and the poor ad paid lowlife like Andy. Andy opened his eyes and quickly an ad started playing above his left air like any other day but today Andy was smiling to himself which had not happen often the 28 years of his ad paid lowlife. “Only 8 hours more of this madness” he thought to himself while an ad for painkiller played. “Today I am going to become free of the ads” he continued his thought while the ad tried to play something for him. He got dressed and eat some breakfast before heading for work so he could earn the last money for the laser job that would change his life. As he arrived to the subway station a few sexy girls stood next to him and even he tried his best not to watch them, ads for the breasts implants and sex toys started to cover his sight, making it almost impossible for him to see anything else. He managed to step on the train before it flew away but the girls was already laughing of him as they knew what had happen. He closed his eyes and the ads disappaired for a moment but even in the darkness, he were not alone. “Don’t do it” a red flaming text said and the text surprised him so much that he landed between the first girl big breasts. “Look what you are doing” she yelled loud and a police officer nearby started to walk against Andy. “Sorry” he manage to say before almost jumping off the train as he were at the office.

He walked inside the office and placed himself in front of his computer and started working while he tried figure out what ad would have such red text but just as he were working the best it suddenly happen again “Don’t do it” and this time his computer broke down. “Am I turning crazy?” he thought to himself and decide to leave the place before more events happening.

He walked around on the street before he suddenly got the idea of walking over to the laser job to get it done but the red text appeared again “Please don’t do it” and he fainted.

He opened his eyes and noticed that he were front of the laser place and decide to walk inside. A funny looking woman was greeting him and he smiled back. “I will be here, when you get out” she said, making him confused as there were still a few hours to his time for the laser job was there but a male in a white coat arrived before he could ask the woman any questions. “We have time for you now, Andy” and together, they walked inside the room with a big machine and bed. “Lay down on the bed with your head down and eyes closed. I will return when the job is done” the man said before leaving the room and Andy did as told.

He had not been laying for many seconds before he felt a warmth in his eyes. The warmth lasted a few seconds before disappearing just as quickly. “Open your eyes” the man said and Andy did as told and he started to look around but he all he could see were darkness. “Where? Where? Where?” he repeated and he felt the hands from the man on his shoulders. “did you really think that an ad paid lowlife like yourself would ever get the chance of being free?” the man said laughing and threw Andy to the ground. A woman voice appeared “You should have followed the text, now you can either roam the earth blind and die of hunger or kill yourself now” He felt an gun become placed in his hand and he could feel the hunger in his belly commanding him to do the only thing. He pointed the gun at his head and pulled the tricker.

Game Over!?

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 17 March 2020

Poems

Explosions

smilies

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life is the happiest I know

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life is the happiest I

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life is the happiest

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life is the

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life is

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile

I am full of joy and every day there is a

I am full of joy and every day there is

I am full of joy and every day there

I am full of joy and every day

I am full of joy and every

I am full of joy and

I am full of joy

I am full of

I am full

I am

I am human and alive so happy in the forest but feel so alone even when in a room full of people like no one knows my nature

I am

I am full

I am full of

I am full of sadness

I am full of sadness and

I am full of sadness and every

I am full of sadness and every day

I am full of sadness and every day is

I am full of sadness and every day is tears

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess ups

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess ups and

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess ups and cannot

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess ups and cannot explain

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess ups and cannot explain why

Join me and leave me alone, I never know which one before you are here, keep me alive or let me die I don’t care anymore.

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 26 January 2020