I am the alien in this world

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I walk miles on this earth
I speak languages on this earth
I breath air on this earth
I live my life on this earth

But… I do not understand
I do not understand you
I do not understand me
I do not understand anything

Are we created or born on this earth?
Are we feeling or painless on this earth?
Are we alone or together on this earth?
Are we walking or flying on this earth?

But… I do not understand
I do not understand you
I do not understand me
I do not understand anything

I speak the same as you but I do not understand
I walk the same as you but I do not understand
I eat the same as you but I do not understand
I feel the same as you but I do not understand

But… I do not understand
I do not understand you
I do not understand me
I do not understand anything

I am the alien in this world
I want to scream loudly
I am the alien in this world
I want to run away
I am the alien in this world
I want to touch you
I am the alien in this world
I want to love you
I… I… I… am the alien in a world where no one really care for anyone and only lives for money and fame
I… I… I… AM THE ALIEN IN THIS WORLD

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 20 Oktober 2021

But the phone is ringing

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My mind is spinning
My gun is pointing
My life is ending
But the phone is ringing

My eyes are wetting
My lips are feeling
My breaths are slowing
But the phone is ringing

My mom is screaming
My father is blaming
My love is hiding
But the phone is ringing

My mind is escaping
My hand is moving
My heart is beating
I am answering the phone

The voices are returning
The feelings are winning
The rounds are falling
I am talking in the phone

The police are coming
The wheels are turning
The doctors are saving
I am hearing “low battery”

My mom is hugging
My father is crying
My love is returning
I am losing the connection

My soul is staying
My life is living
My will is waking
And the phone is ringing again

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 26 July 2021

Life

I
I was
I was born
I was born in
I was born in the
I was born in the wrong
I was born in the wrong year
I was born in the wrong
I was born in the
I was born in
I was born in the
I was born in the wrong
I was born in the wrong place
I was born in the wrong
I was born in the
I was born in
I was born
I was
I

But I am still here

I
I am
I am not
I am not at
I am not at home
I am not at home now
I am not at home now or
I am not at home now or ever
I am not at home now or
I am not at home now
I am not at home
I am not at
I am not at home
I am not at home or
I am not at home or alive
I am not at home or alive now
I am not at home or alive
I am not at home or
I am not at home
I am not at
I am not
I am
I

But I am still here

I
I am
I am not
I am not in
I am not in peace
I am not in
I am not in peace
I am not in peace or
I am not in peace or in
I am not in peace or in love
I am not in peace or in
I am not in peace or
I am not in peace
I am not in
I am not
I am
I

But I am still here

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 27 February 2021

I..

I think without thought
I scream without sound
I write without word

Maybe…

I breath without air
I taste without food
I drink without water

Maybe..

I fear without knowledge
I hate without justice
I stop without moving

Maybe.

I hurt without knowing
I dream without seeing
I love without feeling

But you are what keeps me trying again and again

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 28 August 2020

Colors of the Rainbow

Colors

Red
Red
Red is
Red is love
Red is love and
Red is love and romance
Red is love and romance but
Red is love and romance but also
Red is love and romance but also blood

Yellow
Yellow
Yellow is
Yellow is sun
Yellow is sun and
Yellow is sun and warmth
Yellow is sun and warmth but
Yellow is sun and warmth but also
Yellow is sun and warmth but also fire

Green
Green
Green is
Green is grass
Green is grass and
Green is grass and peace
Green is grass and peace but
Green is grass and peace but also
Green is grass and peace but also acid

Turquoise
Turquoise
Turquoise is
Turquoise is rare
Turquoise is rare and
Turquoise is rare and unique
Turquoise is rare and unique but
Turquoise is rare and unique but also
Turquoise is rare and unique but also paranoid

Blue
Blue
Blue is
Blue is water
Blue is water and
Blue is water and sky
Blue is water and sky but
Blue is water and sky but also
Blue is water and sky but also sadness

Purple
Purple
Purple is
Purple is lipstick
Purple is lipstick and
Purple is lipstick and lavender
Purple is lipstick and lavender but
Purple is lipstick and lavender but also
Purple is lipstick and lavender but also impatience

Black
Black
Black is
Black is night
Black is night and
Black is night and power
Black is night and power but
Black is night and power but also
Black is night and power but also death

White
White
White is
White is stars
White is stars and
White is stars and snow
White is stars and snow but
White is stars and snow but also
White is stars and snow but also blindness

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 9 August 2020

Body

My heart beats
My mind thinks
My lung breath
My smile grows
My soul lives

I don’t feel home
I don’t feel sad
I don’t feel joy
I don’t feel alone

My heart is slow
My mind is empty
My lung is suffocating
My smile is fainting
My soul is leaving

I don’t feel home
I don’t feel sad
I don’t feel joy
I don’t feel alone

My heart were loving
My mind were full
My lung were whole
My smile were yours
My soul were caring

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 2 June 2020

Great week

Hello Anyone

This week has been quiet good as I have managed to return with new parts plus a new poem called the soul. Only small bad thing was that I were sick today but already good again and is giving you a part. Because of this weeks part my new finish date is 5 of November so only one day better but who knows when I get another writing frenzy 🙂

See you soon, thanks for following and have a nice day.

Soul

My soul is like a ghost in my body

My soul is free as the wind

My soul is wild as the sea

My soul is passion like the fire

My soul is firm like the earth

My soul is everything about me

My soul is nothing to you

My soul is following me throughout my life

My soul is my world

My soul is running through my veins

My soul is my beating heart

My soul is in my mind

And my mind tries to control my soul

But you don’t control the wind, the sea, the fire or the earth

So give up and let your life unfold

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 10 May 2020

Explosions

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life is the happiest I know

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life is the happiest I

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life is the happiest

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life is the

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life is

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as life

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face as

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my face

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on my

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile on

I am full of joy and every day there is a smile

I am full of joy and every day there is a

I am full of joy and every day there is

I am full of joy and every day there

I am full of joy and every day

I am full of joy and every

I am full of joy and

I am full of joy

I am full of

I am full

I am

I am human and alive so happy in the forest but feel so alone even when in a room full of people like no one knows my nature

I am

I am full

I am full of

I am full of sadness

I am full of sadness and

I am full of sadness and every

I am full of sadness and every day

I am full of sadness and every day is

I am full of sadness and every day is tears

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess ups

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess ups and

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess ups and cannot

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess ups and cannot explain

I am full of sadness and every day is tears in my eye as my feelings mess ups and cannot explain why

Join me and leave me alone, I never know which one before you are here, keep me alive or let me die I don’t care anymore.

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 26 January 2020

Sickness + Poems + Chapter 1

Hello Anyone

What a weekend. I started being sick Thursday last week and still were not 100% Saturday but still wrote some small parts but ended up with 3 poems you can read here about feelings and a whole chapter named Heir as you know you have followed me. Thanks to those who have followed and liked my post so far and as a little gift in return, then Chapter 2 will be named Bloody Meeting.

See you soon, thanks for following and have a nice day.

Love & Hate

Love

Love Comes

Love Comes Easy

Love Comes Easy at

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected 

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected Times

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected Times but 

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected Times but so

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected Times but so does

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected Times but so does Hate

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected Times but so does Hate if

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected Times but so does Hate if The

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected Times but so does Hate if The Chemistry

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected Times but so does Hate if The Chemistry are There

Love Comes Easy at Unexpected Times but so does Hate if The Chemistry are There

Love and hate often goes hand in hand

Hate 

Hate Kills

Hate Kills the

Hate Kills the User

Hate Kills the User Long

Hate Kills the User Long Before

 Hate Kills the User Long Before the

Hate Kills the User Long Before the Target

Hate Kills the User Long Before the Target even

Hate Kills the User Long Before the Target even Notice

Hate Kills the User Long Before the Target even Notice or

Hate Kills the User Long Before the Target even Notice or is

Hate Kills the User Long Before the Target Even Notice or is Knowledge

Love is something you give

Love

Love can Connect

Love can Connect People

Love can Connect People in

Love can Connect People in Silence

Love can Connect People in Silence and

Love can Connect People in Silence and Conquers

Love can Connect People in Silence and Conquers almost

Love can Connect People in Silence and Conquers almost Everything

Love can Connect People in Silence and Conquers almost Everything or

Love can Connect People in Silence and Conquers almost Everything or Ends

Love can Connect People in Silence and Conquers almost Everything or Ends in 

Love can Connect People in Silence and Conquers almost Everything or Ends in Lose

Love is not yours to keep

Lose

Lose is

Lose is Bad

Lose is Bad but

Lose is Bad but it

Lose is Bad but it is

Lose is Bad but it is Better

Lose is Bad but it is Better to 

Lose is Bad but it is Better to have

Lose is Bad but it is Better to have Loved 

Lose is Bad but it is better to have Loved than

Lose is Bad but it is Better to have Loved than a

Lose is Bad but it is Better to have Loved than a Life

Lose is Bad but it is Better to have Loved than a Life Without

Lose is Bad but it is Better to have Loved than a Life Without the

Lose is Bad but it is Better to have Loved than a Life Without the Feeling

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 12 January 2020

Smile

Smile

Smile When

Smile When You

Smile When You can 

Smile When You can as

Smile When You can as You

Smile When You can as You Never

Smile When You can as You Never Know

Smile When You can as You Never Know When 

Smile When You can as You Never Know When You

Smile When You can as You Never Know When You Meet

Smile When You can as You Never Know When You Meet Again

Life is better with joy

Joy

Joy is

Joy is What

Joy is what you

Joy is what you should

Joy is what you should aim

Joy is what you should aim fore

Joy is what you should aim fore in 

Joy is what you should aim fore in dark

Joy is what you should aim fore in dark times

Joy is what you should aim fore in dark times as 

Joy is what you should aim fore in dark times as good

Joy is what you should aim fore in dark times as good always 

Joy is what you should aim fore in dark times as good always win

Life is not without pain

Pain 

Pain often

Pain often comes 

Pain often comes and

Pain often comes and goes

Pain often comes and goes like

Pain often comes and goes like it 

Pain often comes and goes like it wants

Pain often comes and goes like it wants and  

Pain often comes and goes like it wants and only 

Pain often comes and goes like it wants and only you

Pain often comes and goes like it wants and only you can

Pain often comes and goes like it wants and only you can control

Pain often comes and goes like it wants and only you can control it

Life cannot be without bad and good days

You

You cannot

You cannot prevent

You cannot prevent pain

You cannot prevent pain as 

You cannot prevent pain as it 

You cannot prevent pain as it is

You cannot prevent pain as it is inevitable

You cannot prevent pain as it is inevitable just

You cannot prevent pain as it is inevitable just as 

You cannot prevent pain as it is inevitable just as love

You cannot prevent pain as it is inevitable just as love and

You cannot prevent pain as it is inevitable just as love and life

You cannot prevent pain as it is inevitable just as love and life itself

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 12 January 2020

Tears

I

I Feel

I Feel my

I Feel my Tears

I Feel my Tears Running 

I Feel my Tears Running and 

I Feel my Tears Running and Becoming

I Feel my Tears Running and Becoming Rivers

I Feel my Tears Running and Becoming Rivers to 

I Feel my Tears Running and Becoming Rivers to the 

I Feel my Tears Running and Becoming Rivers to the Sea

I have overcome the past

I Want

I Want to 

I Want to Follow

I Want to Follow Them 

I Want to Follow Them but

I Want to Follow Them but the 

I Want to Follow Them but the Sky

I Want to Follow Them but the Sky starts

I Want to Follow Them but the Sky starts Crying

I Want to Follow Them but the Sky starts Crying too

I am living in the present

I Try

I Try to 

I Try to Jump

I Try to Jump but

I Try to Jump but I 

I Try to Jump but I am 

I Try to Jump but I am Stopped

I Try to Jump but I am Stopped by

I Try to Jump but I am Stopped by the

I Try to Jump but I am Stopped by the Sun

I Try to Jump but I am Stopped by the Sun and 

I Try to Jump but I am Stopped by the Sun and Stars

I am ready for the future

I Feel 

I Feel at

I Feel at Home

I Feel at Home again

I Feel at Home again and 

I Feel at Home again and Walks

I Feel at Home again and Walks Back

I Feel at Home again and Walks Back into

I Feel at Home again and Walks Back into Life

I Feel at Home again and Walks Back into Life and 

I Feel at Home again and Walks Back into Life and Love

I Feel at Home again and Walks Back into Life and Love again

I am never alone even in the darkest night

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 11 January 2020

Galaga

Galaga

For some people, life is like the Galaga game
We are a spaceship in the universe controlled by our mind
We are meeting people and tasks on our way thought life
We earn money by completing the tasks and helping people
Sometimes there is a bigger task in our way but it might give more joy
Sometimes we are hit by a shit storm when we move to new places
Other times we are showered with gold and diamonds 
Life is about meeting new people and make your life worth living even it might look the same

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 15 June 2019

Pacman

Pacman

For some people, life is like the Pac-man game
Sometimes someone’s life is not perfect
You walk around in a maze trying to get out
You eat small pills every day to complete your tasks
You have to avoid the ghost that haunts you all the time
Sometimes you get a piece of fruit which helps you feel better 
Of course, sometimes trying a powerful drug helps you confuse and kill your ghosts
But most of the times you need to complete the maze of the day and get ready for new ones
The day after is a different maze as the days is never the same

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 15 June 2019

Snake

Snake

For some people, life is like the Snake game
The snake moves up and down like our lives 
The snake moves left and right as we sometimes do good and other times do bad things
The pills are the events in life that change us and grows us
The walls are surrounding the space which is our natural barriers 
They can cover a big area and a small area depending on events we cannot control
As the snake grows bigger our life gets longer but look out for the past
The past can kill you if you focus too much on the wrong things 
So be like the snake, find the free space and the events that allow you to grow

Written by Jesper Christiansen, 7 June 2019